Saturday, November 28, 2009

SHE JUST CAN'T BEAR THE SUPER SLOW MOTION TICKLING OF TIME.

Hey peps. I am already bored of exam. Bored of studying. Bored of tedious cramming session. ahh! I am just obviously can't wait for exam to be over. So that I can have my life back. More fun. More colourful. I CAN'T WAIT TO HAVE MY HOLIDAY! Well, someone told me there is a time for everything. Hence, there is no need to rush. But, still I have so many plans in my head now planning what to do after exam. It's simply awesome just of thinking of it, seriously :D In the other hand, I am afraid of exams. What if I have my mind blank? *gasp* Cannot cannot. K la, back to study now. Lousy post. ciaoz

achieving dreams in life, 7:40 AM.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

stay strong
even in coldest times

Oh no. I am here to announce some bad news.
Gosh. The paper is so hard or maybe it's my fault for not doing enough exercises. Haiz.
HAIZ. Anyway, I've done my best I guess. If you were to give me the same questions 100 times also, I don't know how to do la. Stupid add maths! Aiyor, it's so hard going. 7 subjects over left 5 more.The most challenging part- Science subs after this. All I need is hard work. Hope that I can make it. Seriously hope. I don't want to ever have a chance to say " regret" after this. The word seems to be so scary yet cruel. No way I gonna let myself feel that. Stay strong.

achieving dreams in life, 1:03 AM.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

oh.
two days gone.
3 subjects lepas. phew.
It's so hard going but worth it!
You are doing good.
keep moving! ;)
fighting hard.

achieving dreams in life, 7:33 AM.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

HOLDING ON.
SPM COMING!!!!!

achieving dreams in life, 11:38 PM.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Its 6.15a.m and there goes my phone ringing " PLEASE DON'T STOP THE MUSIC,MUSIC.MUSIC" With sleepy eyes I picked up the phone and

" Hello ( yawning). "
" Hello Jojo!( the name that she is used to call me) WAKE UP! We have deepa-raya jamuan in school today. FASTER WAKE UP!!! "
" Oh. ( eyes still closing) Come on lah, it's still so early now, I wanna sleep 5 minutes more, k? "
" Haiya, Jojo, faster wake up lah!! Turn up in school kay? See ya then. "
" Fine fine. I m waking up now. Ok lah. Bye "

Right, it is Hajar who called. Everyone in class were like betting that I won't turn up cause I have known of being the "ponteng queen" whenever any jamuan or any activities is on in school. Some even bet rm10! ( rolling my eyes) However, this time, I don't know, I just feel like going. Well, it's simply right about my decision. I have no regrets and in fact, I am actually grateful and proud that I did attend. Okay, on that day,we were supposed to dress in traditional costumes like cheongsam, baju kurung, baju kebaya, punjabi etc. I don't have one so I decided to lend from my Indians friend. So,I went to school with my "Kami Setanding" tee shirt and a simple flat heel shoe..Just after I set my foot in school, I could actually give you 10 reasons why I should be there! Believe it or not? Everyone was in their respective traditional clothes with high heels and some make ups and bracelets on both hands. Oh my, they looked so "chun" in it. I start to be nervous of my Indian constume then. I quickly rushed to my class and girlfriend Ella was already waiting for me. Love her loads! She even brought her heels for me. aww! HUGS. After changing and putting on the selendang, I went out of the room and got praises all over. "smiles" Thanks to ELLA for her perfect set of Punjabi . I took a lot of pichas on that day. My classmates and I did so much things together. We guffaw together, crack some lame jokes, sing songs, eat, posing here and there and so much more. The best part is everyone stayed together like a big family. It makes me feel that our friendship grew stronger and so much better than before.

Well, I gonna leave school soon already. Mixed feelings sink in. No more tuitions , no more school uniforms, no more waking up so early in morning to go to school. Hmm. Hooray yeah? 5 years in Convent was simply perfect, there were so many things happened and before realising, every single of them will become memories that will be embedded in my mind forever. Leading Interact club with my lovely board members, joining choral speaking and having pizzas in Ping's house for noon break, having heart to heart talk to each other when one feel so down, sometimes even end up crying in friend's shoulder, having fun together by playing with the creams on the cake, going for spot checks and being spot checked, the fear we go through cause we brought' haram' stuff HAHA... I love my school, I love my teachers,I love my classmates, I love my girlfriends, I love my juniors, I love my board members. Well to my beloved class- 5 Amal , after this all of us will be heading to different directions, different colleges, different path we will be taking, and maybe that we will not crossed each other paths anymore, I with the truest heart wish all of you good luck and all the best in your future undertakings. Good luck in achieving dreams in life and always stay strong no matter what happens. We will meet each other one day if there is luck. I love you guys to max! Friends forever, ppl! *cheers* DON'T FORGET ME!! :)

achieving dreams in life, 2:16 AM.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

I PANIC!!!! I PANIC!!!!

I PANIC!!!!I PANIC!!!!I PANIC!!!!

achieving dreams in life, 5:37 AM.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Insomnia. I know the alarming need of me to hit the books and have my entire concentration on my spm; Ignoring about the big big world out there and treat exam as if my entire life depended on it. However,I am now here sitting in front of the computer typing my thoughts away with only one hope. Hoping that I could feel better by sorting my thoughts into words. There is so many things going through my mind now. Popping out and slipping away again. Pls ignore if there is no fluency flow in this post. First of all, thanks for the people who are always at my side giving support and valuable advice. Thanks for raising up a subject that I had never paid attention to it or perhaps I didn't know it had such impact to ppl around. Thanks for willing to call up and letting me pour my problems and stress that I face. Thanks for telling me things that let me feel better or at least less guilty that I didn't spend most of my time studying :P and oh ya. Thanks to J who has been reading my post all these while without my notice haha, thanks for sharing tips of smart way of studying. I will take in ur advice and put it in good use :)

Hey,have you ever have a friend that you can always lean on;That you can always pour your soul or problems to even it is private; That who will always share your happiness and sadness; That who will try her best to do funny antics and crack the funniest joke in the world just to make you smile and not feel bored; That who will stand you up even if everyone turn their back to you; That you have spend most of time with until some point in life, you feel that life is incomplete without her; That both of you make promises and swears that you will be the bestest friend till the last moment etc. Familiar with all this situations? Peps, true friends are hard to find, agree or not? Although sometimes you two will have fights over small matter, don't take it to heart personally. Till the end of the day,I believe such kind of friends will not do things to harm you cause they love you too much :) And yeah, I admit that i have some kind of friendship problems but I m so not gonna share it here. Some place of privacy I suppose? But seriously, I am telling you,appreciate them and treat them sincerely. Life without a friend is like death without witness.
One more thing, like it or not,the only unsinkable ship is friendship :D

wow,I really felt much better after writing this. Oops, the clock in the room showing 1.35 a.m ! that means time to sleep ppl! Till here then.
Start your day with a sweet smile and have a nice day!
Ciaoz!

achieving dreams in life, 3:34 AM.